Two of my very best friends, both of them. Both of the people I trusted me entire life with are gone. What do I do now? Dan and Jeremy, you were supposed to stand up in my wedding. You were there for me always and loved me no matter what, and I loved you. I am so fucking angry and devastated at the same time. I love and cherish you both and will never forget either of you as long as I live.

Jeremy….I miss you. I’m sorry we haven’t had classes together or hung out lately.

Dan…it’s been a rough month without you, but I trust you’re up there watching over me and laughing because you that’s what you do.

Fuck.